Yesterday was doing project till i got quite stress, hence i decided to wurf the net and updat meself a little... Read something that i did not want to see, cause it reminds me of the past and it hits me real hard all the time...
It is like you never know who are the people who really enjoy your company and who are those that just try to entertain you... Come to think of it, i am not sure whether are those people still like that, or they really like me as a friend...
No matter how thick skin i am, i am still a girl and have feelings like tofu... I might seem real strong and boyish on the outside, but there are also times that i feel weak and girlish... Sounds weird... Hahaz... Like what my mum loves to say, i am a boy in a girl's body... Hahaz.. Thats quite saddening...
Back to the topic, thinking bout the incident that happened not really long ago, it made me ponder if whether do i make a difference? Maybe it was the timing that did not allow me to perform to my best, but maybe it is just me who is not up to the challenge... Was i the best candidate in mind? Or was it just a decision made to save time and get things done and over with... I never knew who was for and against me, but i guess after what i have done, even those for me will turn against me... Maybe not so bad that we become enemies, but al least learnt that i am not up to the challenge...
Okie, now for some happy stuff so i can stop speaking emo stuffs again cause it is never good... Hahaz... Just bought a new laptop, so YEAH!!!! Hahaz... A new Compaq laptop that costs $1899... My mum and i felt that it was quite a good buy so we bought it yesterday at Harvey Norman... But they cheated my mum into buying a 2nd year warranty at $189 when HP was selling the 2nd year warranty for just $99!!! Wha, then my mum got quite a bad feedback from my dad... Sorry mum... Thanks and i just love you both...
Then i went to meet LISA in the night for dinner and had some good stuff for dinner... Hahaz.. Cannot say... We chat and updated each other on what is happening... Thanks babe for taking the trouble to have dinner with me when you were at home... I am happy with such simple things that you are able to do... Well, i do not mind if we do not meet up, but i will be super glad if we do...
OH! Went for majong session on saturday night... Wha lau, i win quite a few times, but then win small... Xue Ying and Jonathan win only win so big, sucked all my chips away... So sad lah!!!! Still thought that we i woul not make any losses...
Okie, i got to go.. Lesson start le... Bye friends... Love you all, especially my Majong Kakis!!!
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